Killing time

Killing time, originally uploaded by crafting with loove.

While I'm typing this I'm still waiting for surgery. I kill the time with my second big hexagon project . I'm making big flowers this time.
I'm completely relaxed. I decided that life to short to worry all time. Nobody knows what your life is going to be or what will happen. You can cross the street and a car will kill you or a crazy guy thinks that he wants to test his gun shooting skills.
You never know so why should I worry . I'm alive and I have friends, family and a great hobby.
I'm a lucky girl. That's all.

rainbows

rainbows, originally uploaded by crafting with loove.

Two days ago I saw this amazing rainbow from the living room window. The weather is changing every day. Sometimes it feels like spring already but it never last for a long time.
Tomorrow I'm rushing to the hospital to talk about the surgery which is scheduled for thursday this week.
They already told me when the chemo starts. It's monday in two weeks.

I went to the office the past two days and I have to admit that I enjoyed every minute.
Being at work makes me feel like there is no change at all. It feels so normal .

news

news, originally uploaded by crafting with loove.

I'm just back from the doctor. I 'm having another surgery next week. They want to remove all the lymphknodes to check if they are cancer free.
I'm definetly getting another chemo. They just need to find out which one is the best. I will spend another summer without hair.

no news

no news, originally uploaded by crafting with loove.

I went to my doctor appointment today but I have no really new news. There were still some papers from the lab missing so they couldn't make a treatment plan yet.
I have to wait another week till wednesday.
I plan to work at least for a week (starting on 22. april) because I really need sth. to do and of course I miss my colleagues.

Money is a reason too of course.

Tonight...

Tonight..., originally uploaded by crafting with loove.

I'm going to see the hunger games. I'm more than excited.
I read all 3 books in less than 1 1/2 week and loved everything.

For the health plans I'm going to see the doctor tomorrow. Hopefully he will tell me more what's coming next. I'm pretty sure that there will be another chemo. Stupid me threw all the head scrafes in the bin 2 months ago.

Hungergames

Hungergames, originally uploaded by crafting with loove.

The hungergames bug caught me too. I spend the last two daying reading the first 2 books. Now I'm reading the last one and I'm already sad that it's nearly done.
I will leave the hospital tomorrow and getting the final results next thursday.

Runing around...

Runing around..., originally uploaded by crafting with loove.

The surgery went well. I' m already out of my bed and running around in the hospital and my room. I wear skinny jeans and make up. It makes me feel much better.